December 18th: Failing Calculus

Today was horrible!

I think I failed my Calculus class. I took my final today. I don't know how I will recover from this. I study, study, study. Yet, resources remain scarce, and I'm unable to grow in this class. Countless wasted hours of my life I'll never get back. My bike stolen after riding it every day to class. My body chilled during every bike ride. A permanent mark on my record. My efforts will never be appreciated; simply seen as a sign of incompetence at the collegiate level, of "higher thinking." The content isn't the matter; I'd like to express my frustration over the class, however. 

Thanks for reading,
Issac